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ليالي الشتا برعاية التحصيلي 📖 (07 girli) *(دخلت 17 في أكتوبر 2024) #اكسبلور #تحصيلي #سينيور #2025 #senior #year

senioritis hitting hard fr #foryoupage #fy #relatable #senioryear #highschool

tengo miedo #07 #17 #christmas #lastyear #bachillerato #2025

Last December in high school 📖📷 #fyp #latenight #aur #coffee #seventeen #reading #senioryear #2025 #booksandcoffee

When your cousin @Eugenio Siller ⚜️ meets your baby for the first time and suddenly we are all grown up #christmasbaby

This last year might’ve been one of the worst years of my life! And yes, as most of you know, I DID go to rehab at 19, but this year brought challenges that 19 year old me would’ve crumbled under. I’m glad 26 year old me has the support system that I do (I really do have some of the best friends in the world, as seen above), but f*ckkk a lot of it sucked. I know you could probably scroll through my social media throughout the past year and see a lovely highlight reel with just one (or two?) public breakdowns, and don’t get me wrong, I am SO incredibly grateful for those highlights (im literally living my childhood dreams)! That being said, nothing can prepare you to see every negative thought you’ve had about yourself suddenly being said by seemingly thousands of people, both out loud & written down. This year felt like I was catapulted back into middle school and laughed at all day while being told that the best thing I can do is ignore the laughter and snide comments, because if I let them get to me I’m exhibiting weakness. I know these are SUCH first world problems and it’s a blessing that THIS is my struggle, but I have to honor these feelings for the kid in me who was once a middle schooler and just wanted to be seen & to be happy. I also honor these feelings for anyone who has tried to put themselves out there in any sort of public way in the past few years, because it feels like internet culture has swung in the direction where putting yourself out there is no longer celebrated, but ridiculed. Simply put: the internet can be so incredibly mean sometimes for no reason other than to feel some sort of sense of community through hatred, and it sucks to have watched that shift. As someone who grew up immersed in internet culture, this used to be a place where people went to escape from the negativity of the “real” world and find some sense of relatability or entertainment. Now it’s a place where people take the (rightful) anger they have towards the world and (unfairly) throw it at anyone who appears willing to take it, whether they are the deserving target or not. I know it sounds like im just complaining, and if I really hate it here so much why don’t I just leave? But anytime im talking about this in therapy my therapist asks, and she asks this honestly, “would you rather give up the good to escape the bad?” And the answer, so far has always been no. Yes, that could change one day, but the good is so unbelievably good sometimes, and truly that is because of you if you’re here reading this right now. You are kind, caring, in touch with your heart, more empathetic than I could ever wish for and you make me a better person every day. I hope 27 brings more of that, and if it doesn’t, I’ll ride the wave of discomfort once again and see where it takes me. I’ve always been scared of this age; candidly I’ve always thought I’d be part of the “27 Club”, so let’s hope for a better outcome than that, because I am having the time of my life growing older with you. I love you

Too many years fighting for my freedom and from the dev*l

#fyp #mentosindahouse

#navidad #ultimahora #edad #1 #19 #años #fyp #nostalgia #tristeza #lloro

a love letter to myself: youre always gonna be 17 and a dancing queen.

This audio hits different when your 18 #foryou #fyp #foryoupage #christmas #2006 #18 #eightteen #holiday #christmaseve #trending #viral #fy

Heyyy 2025🪄

🦦⛅️✨ #fypp #viral_video #reflexion #cdmx #museos

17 was probably my fav year of life :(

my diary will be hearing about this #beach #viral_video

صباحو

Just a reminder❤️#december #viral_video #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #الشعب_الصيني_ماله_حل😂😂 #algerie🇩🇿

this change is kinda scary to look at but im so excited 🤍 #college #highschool #senioryear #senior #movingout

i dont need to be sobbing doing my skincare rn (also can you tell im so sensitive lolol)

I gotta lock in now

i only have 2 semesters left of college how is life real. (i have 6 more years of getting my doctorate.. but still feels surreal)

Christmas through her eyes🥹✨

was i crying while making this? yes yes i was🥹 (ps jungkook at the end was me today in the snow) #jungkook #bts #jungkookedits #jk #jkedits #btsarmy #nostalgia #jungkooklive #jungkookbts

Not 17 anymore

rip to my uggs😭😭

work and personal life has pushed me to manage my time super wisely for it will all be worth it…… soon.

the original #vangogh Irises are beautiful, the color purple has changed over time and is now blue! #gettymuseum #vangoghexhibition #vangoghirises

Childhood. #childhood #2000s #nostalgia #nostalgic #fyp #memories

Things are getting weirder ☝️ I want off this ride #ufo #uap #drones #newworld #thisisamerica #tiktokban #firstamendment #aliens #ashleytrevino #lillyphillips #hollywood #celebrities #plasmoid

❤️

Hello 2025🥂 The FRANKA dress. #MESHKI #2025 #newyear #nye #newyearseve #2024recap

Giving is so much better than receiving #christmas #merrychristmas #growingup #christmastime

давно тобі 17? - вже да..

#makemefamous #foryoupage

#2007 #christmas #2024 #viral

Did we glowup?? #GlowUp #transformation #throwback #fyp

So grateful for my childhood 🥹🩷 #25daysofchristmas #Vlogmas #christmaswithkids #stayathomemomlife #makechristmasspecial #youngatheart #christmasmagic #herecomessantaclaus

350/365 happy holidays pookies #sketchbook #art #pen

i hope 2025 holds us all with gentle hands 🤎 #quote #healing #mindfulness #change #potterypainting #journal #bookstack

@Disney Channel the falalaladays episodes were my favorite thing in the world. #disneychannel #foryoupage #christmas #falaladaysdisney

JAK TO MOŻLIWE??? #dc #dlaciebie #fyp #fypageシ

quality over quantity ig

wip #oilpainting#oilportrait

god awful months #loll #fyp #winterdepression #jan

Not 17 anymore…